Take a breath...of serenity

2011-11-06T20:18:00.001+08:00

Candlelit pool - Dreams in the morning

2011-06-18T01:29:00.003+08:00

Its 15 to 2am and I'm feeling really down at this moment. I know I've never been particularly happy about things going on in my life since secondary school, but I try to cast these thoughts aside and whenever these unpleasant emotions sweeps me, I always feel so so depressed. Just days ago, my family problems made me cried so damn badly on my bed and I felt like all the sadness in the world has caved into my heart.
Give me somewhere I feel safe, unhurt, warm and comfort. Give me all the love in the world

2011-04-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

Silly, silly girl. She only falls for boys that'll never love her back.

What the hell am I doing?

2011-01-29T03:35:00.002+08:00

Tonight I swear I'm feeling mehancholic. There are times when I want life to resume as per normal so badly, such as waking up in the morn, go to school and be back home and sleep in my orangey room(which had been rented out recently). Seeing all my schoolmates in their new jc kinda thug my heartstrings.

I feel...unhappy. I miss my mum so much I wish I can fly to Hong Kong now and just... just look at her. Coming to singapore may not be the best decision but it gave me these experiences, good or unpleasant, that culminated in a gallimaufry of feelings and persectives I have towards so many things in life. Like, I look at the city landscape at our humble marina bay and I dream of working in newyork one day(highly impossible I know). I think about brisk walking down times square in my trench coat holding a cup of latte in my hand and sipping it occasionally. Thats like the epitome of a chic biz woman imho.

Oh, I want love.

2010-12-22T01:23:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna salute Google Almighty! A simple google search can reveal so much you can't help but change your opinion of people around you >:|

2010-12-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

Don't make me fall in love with you cause I think I am.

2010-11-16T03:15:00.002+08:00

Have you ever heard a song that makes your knees go weak?
The notes remind me so much. It tells me that I still feel.
Just a simple song hauls back so much, too much. It's as if the gallimaufry of feelings I've stood by every night before I close my eyes just comes crashing uncontrollably over me. The obscurity of how things turn out this way, well, I wish I can comprehend.
What am I of any significance? I am born to eat, sleep, breathe and to feel.

2009-12-27T23:23:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh i spend my WHOLE holiday dancing and dancing and dancing and performing and concert-ing and goin out with awesome friends (christmas!) and parties that BANG

homework , only box unchecked so screwed

2009-12-07T03:30:00.004+08:00

class outing was fun : )
man, cant wait for next yr chalet,

then we can totally do some outrageous dares :D

2009-11-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

what a setback

2009-10-24T19:02:00.001+08:00

over the edge of solicitous zone

2009-10-16T18:25:00.002+08:00

After 2 days of rest, the sec3s ,2s and 1s had sports carnival in place of mundane friday lessons.
well, as usual, it was rather intensive - the sun and the game itself.
joining floorball wasnt a bad choice, cos we had fun and we are the only ones that got into semi finals in our class! :)
hahaha, we were slapping each other in the thighs, then anticipating for a perfect palm print like how a kid anticipates for his birthday. surprisingly, moo's pearly white skin did not suffer much redness ( hint:thick-skin ) as compared to jiajia, pearlyn and me. hahahaa. jia jia was tough!
anw i really wanna thank jia jia for her game, she did her best. and the rest of the floorball people! woohoo. we rock.
anw, im going to bake gingerbreadman cookies now. anyone wanting to customize it may pop by my house now. hahaha :D

k , blogging isnt as appealing as initially...

oh. i got sunburnt from head to toe and my face is still as red as some chinese opera actress.

2009-09-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

smsing megan while doing history source-base...

YP: so how are you on your revision?
meg: I'm really prepared to fail. Whee
YP: dont make me happy.

on a side note, thanks adeline!

you're so kind :D

2009-09-17T17:07:00.000+08:00

eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy eoy ... !

2009-09-09T18:25:00.006+08:00

Little arts academy

went there with ld for a day

of drama and poetry session

with the kids :)

fun and fruitful! but it was really hands-down for the kids

they are so active!

evidence. lol

BUT CUTE NONETHELESS !

here you see shiva [the one in yellow] hugging

this cute boy ! ugh, i feel we all turned

peadophile that day !

in the midst of our specially-planned activity...

oh!

this girl is really adorable dont you think?

2009-09-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

i have been reflecting . . .

2009-08-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

Ms Nair's sharp and fluent command of english continues to reverberate through her mind and ears

Yuen Ping is totally sian diao as she flipped carelessly and so unbotherly her literature text

____________

Weilu, that girl with ludicrously appluad-worthy grades who sits beside yours truly, stopped taking down notes.

Weilu : Why must we learn literature? Why must it be like that...

Yuen Ping : -turned her head right- how i know...

Weilu: Wish i can say it in Shakespeare's face

2009-08-19T22:54:00.004+08:00

kissing couple by JFabra on vi.sualize.us

even angels bow
at Your beautiful voice

2009-08-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

dad, i wish i could lean on you and cry my eyes out like a silly little girl
could you make that shoulder only mine and mum's?

sorry for being so harsh on you today

2009-08-01T23:40:00.003+08:00

Lit up! drama competition

was on last friday :)

sorry for being so late on posting , but even

im writing this post out of boredom as per you see

held in The Arts House

had competitors like ri and dunman high

but it doesnt really matter actually :)

my cast and i

the stage

mask that i designed

lol,

it so ironically turned out i fell sick

the day after

ugh.

before setting off to arts house

nope, dont look nice .

on the bus

haha, gosh.

this post is kind of lame actually.

anyway st nicks faired well for the competition, tho we didnt clinched

first or second, our juniors got third! :D

so proud of them <3

and Running Tap ( yours truly's team) clinched the best ensemble award !

haha, not bad. and RI's team , one of them got best actor award.

RIs not bad you know. their play had such depth. st nick's was for more entertainment

oh btw, there was this RI guy (who played a shopkeeper) , who has pretty dam hot -cough-

pardon me hahahahaha, we were talking bout him on e bus after the competition

ok anyway im super looking forward to tomorrow! or later , you'd say. since its 12.07 now.
going out with janice(s) hahahahahhahaaaa. to study at library. at least i get to go out

desperately needing some fresh air

2009-08-01T00:14:00.003+08:00

i'm sick and went absent for four days in school

and i feel like watching pearl harbor again

2009-07-11T22:05:00.001+08:00

thank you

got my first pay :D

2009-07-05T01:27:00.004+08:00

School was as usual today, but i found out that i actually
have to complete my pledge card donations??
(any kind soul who cant wait to donate to st nicks here? )

anyway, here was whats on my mind on the way to school yesterday.
i was looking really haggard cos of lack of sleep, and the boring lessons didnt help much either. when i was on the bus, i wanted to push down my belt cos it seem far too high up, and nerd.
then it came to me, " why the heck am i trying to make myself look 'better'? "
not like im attractive in a school uniform and carrying a fatique and haggard face early in the morning

i was almost wishing i could sit on the bus forever ...

anyway, ms nair didnt come today. you can guess how disappointed i was -ahem- so we had time off and i was reading 8Days that steffi so generously lend to me ( yeah, hong kongs are nice okay )

having a math test on coordinate geometry tmr. gosh. why am i blogging .

Monday ( yay no school )

went to suntec to see mummy at her new work place

and yum cha again, haha.

not that im paying

then i saw this reallllllly nice bag which

i coaxed my dad into buying

i exceptionally love the patterns!

my favorite bread, lots of butter
crisp and 香 :)

Last friday

met benedict after school cos he had a sportslink
coupon he could so nicely give it to.
turns out that it expired like, 3 days ago

so discount gone, but i still chance upon this
velvet adidas bottle which set my heart thumping
( ok la, not that exaggerated)

this!

bought it in the end, and it matches with
the bag i bought on monday !
:D

dad went home with me

daddy's groceries

he's like the man of the house now

it kind of warm to eat the things that dad cook

cos he'd never done it before

thank you daddy

here s a

looking happy picture

oh and the following picture s are gonna be

really random.

tissue 'handbag' that i so delicately made

during dinner out of boredom

yeah, sis likes it :)

oh and last fri was ting xie

janice and i expressing our happiness to memorise

15 cheng yu and usage

me and moo looking stupid here ...

that is, if you understand that sign

haha, camwhoring with a cheng yu

book before the test ?!

and then ting xie was over

no words could explain how relieved i felt

like a rush of endorphin into my head

maybe i should express my concern that

ting xie doesnt help me at the least bit

( well maybe not cheng yu)

but memorising sentence is just plain stupid cos

i've already forgotten how to write them

now

-.-

stayed back for lunch with fabulous people like

pt, py, jc, ay, moo, jj

and yes, they are the ones that bombarded my tagbox

with retarded messages muahahahhahaa
ok la, we were jus being lame in the library

so hereby, im passing on the 'lame spirit' by

honorally showing you what we ate at day

3 matching chicken rice and 2 orange bowls!

the war of the utensils

I keep telling myself to take deep breathes

2009-06-29T00:43:00.005+08:00

Went to yum cha today :D

with my family members, and it was a happy happy day

just like how a family should share their sunday on

and here, i wish to share the day with you

with mum

sis and dad : )

something happened , well, mum was great, she was

trying her best to savage the situation between sis and dad

my favorite mango pudding !

sis was totally camwhoring, so should i !

hahahaha

the 'sisters'

actually, we went to tampines 1 becos partially, my sis wanted to eat 'feng jiao'

also because, i have been longing to buy that Espirit bra for very very LONG!

and there, i got it :D

along with cotton on tees

actually its rather fascinating !

hahahah cos on saturday's night, we had dinner

and ate crab, cost alot

and the next day, which was earlier on, we went out to tampines 1

yum cha for brunch, then went shopping around ,

took train to suntec for uh sth, where i bought my cotton on tees,

then we took this duckie ride thing to the city hall mrt

and went to vivocity to exchange my Espirit bra cos there was no new ones

at tampines 1

and we had dinner there! hahahahaha

all in a days work!

like a singapore shopping mall day tour

and i bought royal chocolate n sweet potato ice cream !

nice !

and heres the buys !

haha, not suitable for male readers.

but the bra is nice right !

like the espirit imprinted at the straps :)

v shaped cotton on

round cotton on

oh and remember about helping out at fd night thing,

heres the group pic of group 4 :D

cheeeeese !

hahahah notice nigel's constipated face

yeah we rock :D

high calorie supper with group 4 members hahaahaha

jiayou for schhhhoooool !

2009-06-25T19:13:00.002+08:00

didnt had lunch for job attachment today
apparently, lao pa sat dont have western food. but korean and jap cuisine much

uh, ok, gonna bake cookie, see you around. i'm not sure where though...

p.s had FUN at syc yesterday! thanks geralyn my beloved, xinhui, nigel the pervert, jiakhee the stylo mylo hairstylr and this guy (sorry i forgot your name >:l ) for the awesome awesome night!

FLINT 5 ♥ and jiayou flint 6!

2009-06-22T23:16:00.005+08:00

INTERNSHIP was fun! ( well, some part i am actually refering to...)

woke up at 7am today, its like super early for me since i have been sleeping at 7am instead and waking up on 5pm or something for the past week

reached raffles place, met moo and omg! her clothes is nice okay, damn it

why did i wear so formal !!!

so, we both wore the 5bucks shoe that we bought from errr .... kiyo (some i duno what brand la! )

supposingly 'smart', but anyone knows, cheap shoes = unimaginable aftermath

and guess what? i used 9 plasters to cover up 4 blisters and my super bleeding heel

super dubly PAINFUL! :(

and thank god, we were packing stuff in this room

and we totally took off our shoes and got all messy with paperbox all around :D

to end off our superbly fantastic excellent exceptional superb efficient job, we played

' INDOOR VOLLEYBALL ' with a plastic bag full of plastic bags

: D

2009-06-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

One day touched on three years
and three years changed it all

find a little escape

2009-05-16T05:39:00.002+08:00

" Life is the blossoming of flowers in the spring, the ripening of fruit in the fall, the rhythm of the earth and of nature. Life is the cry of cicadas signaling the end of summer, migratory birds winging south in a transparent autumn sky, fish frolicking in a stream. Life is the joy beautiful music instills in us, the thrilling sight of a mountain peak reddened by the rising sun, the myriad combinations and permutations of visible and invisible phenomena. Life is all things. "

" It is human nature to desire recognition and to want to look better than what we are. When that desire seizes control of us, it is easy to lose sight of who we are and what our real purpose is. Spiritual corruption begins from there. The best thing is to be true to one's heart. "

Ikeda Sensei

yuen ping, be true, you can do it

2009-05-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

SEC 3 LEADERSHIP CAMP TMR!

i cant wait baby :D

all the way to fri

so heres a little attempt to revive my blog

P.S this is my 99th post

2009-04-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

1 AND A HALF MORE HOURS
:D

2009-03-22T04:02:00.002+08:00

The 1st VS-RGS Peer Support Convention was a blast!

was super tired yesterday, slept at 2am, gah.

anw, sorry for not updating (:

oh! i created a facebook acc for the sake of getting the psc pictures
LOL?

2009-03-09T17:18:00.002+08:00

so the hwachongs came.
quoted from shirley , 'hwachie'. hahahahhaa.
what a cute term.

anw, some of them went to our class, including libo! (:
and something really funny occurred!

we were having math and its a introduction to matrices
apparently, it consists of addition and subtraction
so we have a white board each and i paired up with my sitting partner, adeline.
hahahahhaa. guess what!
we managed to finish almost every sum faster than libo, which was seated beside adeline :]

totally diu lian for hwachies. haahahhahaaaa
just like the incident last sat! moo and i solved the factor theorem question which
'steven', another hwachie, couldnt solve.
yeah man(:
didnt know st nicks so academically inclined!

oh, today, we were at com lab for our history lessons
and 3hwachies were seated with moo, simin and i
we had a hell of a time (:
hahahahahhahahaa. cant stop laughing
we were supposed to do a 'news report' with a news maker programme thingy
and i was the first speaker
ironically, i couldnt pronounce 'versailles' as 'ver-saighs'
hahahahhaa, so funny! the hwachies were laughing and so were all of us
then, we did something totally retarded with the cam!
-not gonna tell you-

(:

P.S hwachongs turned out much more approachable than i thought! -grins-

2009-03-08T01:57:00.005+08:00

nothing but busy!

sunset, vivo roof

before dance at soka youth center

which was taking eons ago.

which also brings me to my point - dance at

14 march! (;

man, it's just getting better and better.

of cos, with evan around! (:

she's dam crazy,
twin of angeline (ic)!

[who says im hyper : D ]

so i went to tampines soka c for the rehearsal...

oh, saw the soka wushi group (uh, forgot name)

rehearsing. flag looks heavy.

i arrived at tampines sc like reallly early!
saw yeefong. he was the first to reach(:

neh, him.

hahahah. he dam funny and nice!
lend me use his laptop somemore, since

both of us was the first to arrive. and we

didnt practise the dance or anything...

oh! the lady behind yee fong is angeline.

OMG SHE IS HILARRRIOUUUSSS!

uh.

(evan secretly took this picture.

i think she secretly LIKES me. haha )
what? no?
hahahhahhahaa.

and also taken by evan.......
what i doing huh....

evan teaching carmen the dance steps.

it was so tiring im already having a

shoulder-ache now T.T

moral = do more warmups before dancing

off to home.

er, actually, no.

evan angeline and i went to this coffee shop and had

hokkien mee for dinner/supper (:

and we went to find amy jie jie at macs
angeline was freaaakiinnnggg funny the whole time lahhh!
all of us were laughing like nobody's business at macs.

then this bunch of 'ah bengs' pass by and stared at us.

so?
so we continued laughing.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

wan sui angeline!

went home at 0030

bathed, and went to bed.

FOL party!

which is the next day.

at national lib, POD
superb view, superb food.

moo got her hwa chong friends to come.

so i met 3 new friends that day! (:
and asked them to go to the party with us.

oh, moo's junior was there too.

so was justin and charmaine : D
sad to say, the afternoon session had lesser people

than the morning session?

so the pod feels empty.

nevertheless, there was some entertainment luh.

like there was a dance!

and a band performance. tudos.

after the party ended,
went to art friend with moo, junior and 3 hwa chong friends.

then went to back to national lib in the end cos

i need to teach leeyin her math!

camped at study lounge till 6

and took mrt to changi airport to fetch my mum

arriving from hong kong!
yays! new clothes(:

and the waiting at the airport was

really boring...

like...waiting...and waiting...

....

and waiting.

and my mum came : D

went to foodcourt at basement for dinner
and bought cadbury chocolate bar that comes in

fudge! how good can it get ♥

and im in love with indian cuisine!!!!
this poori set is lip-smacking goood!
must try : D

and took taxi home

btw, the taxi doesnt look like a taxi at all.
apparently, prestige brand under smrt or something.

reached home and saw the nike and puma hoodie

mummy bought from hk.
im a happy happy girl (:

on a completely random note,

i love

chawanmushi :]

P.S

4 tests next week

and i have not started on my homework

2009-03-02T23:36:00.004+08:00

oh no,
im in love with neyo.

anw, school was rather screwed for me.
didnt finish my bio work! a very very awkward moment for me to endure.
oh, moo is gone. so is simin. off to hwa chong to kope 2 boys to themselves each!
hahahahaha. im so jealous!
no. wait. im not despo okay!

hahaha. retarded. anw, they're coming back only next week.
together with the hc buddies.
heard that zheng jie was paired with jeanette and elizabeth.
*tries to imagine*

okay. i should stop all my nonsense...
made a ezlink card which looks very lao pok, with buses and trains as background!
(its the new one....)
how worse can it get.

off to dreamland!

2009-03-02T17:42:00.001+08:00

MADE MY EZLINK CARD!
rawr. looks ugly.

2009-02-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

I lost my ez-link card.

not keeping very cool about it.

2009-02-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

check this out.

watching the fifth time. still counting.

2009-02-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

SUP!

okay, so i'm back from montfort student leader investiture. let me pen down before i lose track of my thoughts...
anw, after school ended, it poured heavily, so we missed the bus
as there was 3 of us and only 1umbrella.
oh, we saw some girls from other schools in their school's suit too!
i think they knew we were going to the same destination, and one of the girls said hi to me.
hahhahahahaaa.

arriving at montfort, i realised that it was not as big as what i was told. blah.
anw, the 'usherers' at the gate just greated us and we followed the school infront of us.
nobody acknowledged us lor.

crap. i'm sick of blogging or what. i'm gonna pen it down in points.
suddenly feeling sian diao having to narrate the whole thing.

arrived in hall, signed.
went aimlessly to this room and walked around. having realised that st gabriel is actually their brothers sch
went out of the room. duno go where. walked around aimlessly.
found our way back to the hall and got seated
throughout the whole invest, rachel was like commenting on the guys and i was like ..., haha okay.
saw 'andrew's brother!
oh, before the invest, we were at the canteen. and guess what? the guys kept making irritating noises to us. we were like appalled and..."what is wrong with them?"
rachel said despo. i kind of agreed.
after the invest, we went for teabreak. got a seat and shared it with 2girls from another school.
the montfort-ians are like looking for the schools they are supposed to bring on a tour
then this guy came up and asked if we are from orchid park. errr. ok. didnt know i look orchid-park-ish
thought our school had no representatives. turns out that it was supposed to be one of the vice-president
some councillor came up and told us that he'll be taking over him as he got something to do...
oh! this guy, when we went to the room when we first arrived, performed a magic trick for us
he was like saying...'luck+coincidence=miracle'. haha.
as we toured around the school, alot of guys were like teasing the guy bringing us around
they shouted something like..."-name-,zhabor"
aiya, just very shocked lah. duno what is wrong with them
so after the whole thing ended, we went back to the room to claim our bags and guess what?
i took off my courtshoes to find that my toes were bleeding.
ok, just one.
but the thing is, i didnt even feel the pain! all i know was the shoe is wayyy too small for me.
haha. great huh. stuffed my feet into that shoe for like 3hours!
so this guy give me a packet of tissue
oh, we took a group picture when we were about to go!
hahaa. will upload it when i receive it from rachel i guess.
and its really weird. cos when we were taking our bags and stuff, the usherers(person we lead us around the school) said

'errr. you know right...okay. i'll just be frank. can i have your number?'

lol! but it was directed at me, yvette and rachel. always shocking.

went home, and i finally understand how not wearing a shoe(esp courtshoe) is a BLISS.

like now.

2009-02-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

woke at 5pm on sat.

fabulous :D

was at raeann's house on fri after sch

no, condo

hahahha. what an impulsive decision, since

i saw cherie and raeann at the new specs stand

after my councillor meeting.

and raeann lend me her tee, so that i can wear

it with my fbt, instead of

blouse and pinafore.

i always feel uncomfortable in pinafore. gah.

see. rich people liddat one.

got the pleasure of having a pool so near your doorstep.

yay. im so jealous.

then we watched 'oh carol!',

the show raeann act in.

it was like broadcasted on chnl5 7 yrs ago.

then she say shes filming with rui en now

YP: " EH! i want her autograph"
Cherie: "what! i asked first okay!"

Raeann: "haha"

YP: "okay. whatever"

oh, mo-mo is super cute!

yay. it likes me.

and it has a heart shape on its butt
cool right!

after the thing, we went to play badminton
and perspire it out!

rawr. weekends passes so quickly!
its like already sunday now...

monday blues

on a completely random note..

my block blackout some time ago.
and thats the civil defence people....

and i walk this path to jsps everymorning
3 years ago lah.

rar. memories.

and the OM always stand here, catching students that

walk across the round-a-bout in the morning.

we were like supposed to take the alternative road,

since the traffic there is heavy in the morning.

super wth-ish.

it's not even within school area -.-'

and the OM decided to probe into it.

but anw, went back to js and found out that OM got changed.

HA!

okay, anw, i realised that i have not finish catching 'Lord of the Rings'!

stopped at twin towers i think

suddenly filled with motivation to finish off the series.

oh, I GOT MY PINK IC!

COOL or what. now i can watch NC16 movies! woohoo.

but the thing is, i dont have the money.

no point.

crap. suddenly blogging feels so weird to me.

partially becos i have so much work!

ting xie on wed!
read discovery mag and do 10 compre question
read chinese newspaper and do compre
yue du ji cheng! (omg)
chemistry wroksheet. all the mcqs and question marked in pink.
familiar myself with Treaty Of Versaille
SS homework, essays
Mastering the unseen, mining for meaning.
STOP WATCHING THE TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, potential council investiture coming thurs.

hope i can attend(:

P.S. justice's cheer is stuck in my head! -we're justice, we're hot and we cant be stopped-

ohmagosh.

2009-02-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE THIS.
ugh.
i shouldnt use the com.
yeah, i totally shouldnt.

okay,i'm going to continue mugging my impartial fractions and biology.
wish me luck-o for my neverendingamountoftests.

bye, and i seriously hope you arent as screwed in revision as i am.

2009-02-15T19:53:00.001+08:00

I came home to find out my bedframe being painted white
now my room stinks.

2009-02-14T22:27:00.006+08:00

thank you : D

____________________________________________________

some updates i guess, since im really tired now.

smells fab! (:

esp the orchid one

remember me saying i got treated to latte by sayyin?

well, to commerate that moment, i took a picture of

my long-awaited latte

LOL!

that person in the background is actually slut

read shiva's blog and he now calls slut (Ym)andrew.
i wonder why.

andrew (slut)'s chicken rice

rawr. comes in pyramid shape somemore!

okay, back to these few days.

making valentines day present for the first time
actually, i was really intensive work

esp the glitter. super irritating

should have like, bought a packet of sweets and

just give out to random ppl

close up view.

made 16 hearts and 5 stars.

gave out 4 stars and left one ungiven. bleah.

stars are for guys, since its really weird if i give them hearts

like wth? lols.

anw, even the stick was made from materials

if you are thinking why im wasting my time on all these

i dont know why. i just know that i spend 9 hours doing that

still, it was worth it, seeing the look on peoples'

face when they got it from me : D

and of cos! got many sweets from people. thank you!

trinity church.

after school on fri,

went there after meeting sayying, slut, sebas and shiva

OMG. all start with 's' now. hahahahaaaaa.

gave them valentine's day present, and
jermaine and i watched them eat at foodcourt while we errr,

did nothing.

'love me now' was great!

thanks bernice for inviting me to the play : D

had dinner/supper after the play with bernice, crystal and jermaine

my long john silver's chicken was raw in the middle!

so i got a exchange and they gave me extra fries and a free cup of salad

as compensation. not bad uh.

and and and! it was super duper late. send jermaine to bus stop

then bathed and sleep.

yeah, thats how i spend me valentine's day eve

and today itself...

cedar's fun fair!

okay la, not as fun as i expected.

but the choclate marshmallow was great

and maybe thats the only thing thats great in the entire funfair.

oh oh, another great thing was laughing at guys i see

that are checking cedar girls out.

super loser eh. come fiesta just to see girls! haha!

oh, the band performance was great.
the lead singer could really sing : D

held in hall.

took a picture with..some bird.

dam crap la, hsin inn 'dumped' me cos she got something

so i went to find my parents

only finding out that i will actually end up

stuck in IKEA in the next hour

looking for furnitures for the new house (:

heres a sneak peek of my room.

yeah i wish.

anw, i decided to get a sofa-bed

this one. the dark lilac is on a sale, but sad to say,

i changed my mind in the last moment

was kind of swayed by my sis's comment.

guess what? i saw xiaxue's room.

pretty pretty carpets.

cheers. one of them is gonna be mine (:

oh, i totally fell in love with this room.

2009-02-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

BLEAH.

i need a new waterbottle. still cant believe my nike bottle abandoned me a year ago.
then i lost my puma bottle last year.
and if i continue to drink from the plastic bottle, i will die from poison soon enough.

okay. super random. have been going to bernice's house so oftenly nowadays(:
gonna mug for chem now!
byebye =]

2009-02-08T17:22:00.003+08:00

Gah. im a freaking slacker. HOW?
i seriously need someone to push me to my pile of work

cos' ive been out the whole day ytd!
tagged with leeyin&simin to somewhere in bugis to buy artmaterials
felt dam extra
passed by suntec and decided to go find sayyin instead
since he's working there.

yay. spend the rest of the day in a much happier note!
went to starbucks and got treated to a iced latte.
okay la, more like i force him to treat one :D

then went to aljunied for a rehearsal on FD meeting next sun!
hahahahaa. gonna be so busy next weekend
with Trinity's play 'love me now' on fri
[thanks for agreeing to go with me, JERMAINE! hahahahaaa]
then Cedar's funfair on valentines day itself
quite lame huh. spending val. day on a school funfair
nevertheless, still looking forward to it luh (:

no pictures. sorry. too bad :D
super lazy to upload. i woke at 3 today can!
rather seduced by a basketball treat, but thought the better of it
since i have like mount-everest-high amt of chem and bio worksheet to complete

thank you. our education system :D

2009-02-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

had ting xie today.
in fact, i mugged the whole night yesterday and sleep at 1am.
i have no life.

suddenly, i feel really small and theres this really weird feeling spurring inside me now.
saw a couple of post, set me thinking alot.

all i need now is lie on a hammock and take a breath

2009-01-31T20:57:00.003+08:00

the sisters

the streets

the craziness

streets of the street

the self

the sunset

the serenity

and the fantasy

you'd hear the chimes

on the count of

three

two

one

2009-01-31T18:56:00.003+08:00

I feel like changing blogskin

2009-01-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

omg!
i was thinking about jsps
and something came into my mind

KWAN ZHAO PING

omg la! he's like forgetten and cast away from my memory since we graduated from pri?
i even forgot he existed...

serious, i even rmbr Nabil :P

Bio lesson today

Mrs Lim: yuen ping, what is the name for the membrane?(points to the picture)

Me: *stunned* errr, membrane?

Mrs Lim: .....

Mrs Lim: cell surface membrane

2009-01-27T15:59:00.014+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D

okay, school starting tmr already!
and im still in my holiday mood
alamak

sunday itself, went to jun sen's house for chinese new year's eve
we were quite early!
so played wii till sebas came

and joined us too

was quite confused at first
never played guitar hero before =o

CHINESE NEW YEARS EVE

____________________________

tried the guitar first

missed so many notes

then slowly got the hang of it....

weee. i look so happy.

and of course, moving on to something new!
drums..

as usual, missed alot of notes
didnt listen to the beat

very weird pose

omg, look at jun sen

HAHA

think i dont have the talent after all

seriously need brushing up on skill : O

then, sebastian came
and i changed to the mike

hahahhahaa

i dont even know the song!

so i just mumbled the lyrics

while jun sen kind of accompany me through

the song while he plays his guitar

okay, then people started filling in

so we cant hogged the tv anymore!

did i tell you i couldnt resist myself from

the new year goodies..............

random shot

oh, and i found this PRETZ cookie biscuit

that is in SHARKFIN flavor!

ahem

okay, so we played cards and stuff
then got out to "lao yu sheng"

super colorful!

but it was really sweet

and, someone went around

offering people pieces of abalone

lols!

then someone said,
"abalone chips ah?"
hahaha

went home rather tiredly
and slept at 3am

how cool, i had to wake at 9am in the morning

CHINESE NEW YEAR!
__________________________

got 3 places to go

-someone's house

-soka center

-someone's house

the first house is with a bunch of people i have

never seen before

second one is the one i go to every year : D

which is the one i went to on eve

anw, spend 1 hour preparing

left the house, and took some pictures!

with sissy

gosh, love how the right side of my hair curls!

too bad, it doesnt happen everyday...

with daddy...
picture looks blur,

but i think can click to enlarge...

poseeeeeeeeeeeeeee

and we missed the bus

so took a taxi instead...

sister trying to be...err...sexy

and i covered my face

random shot

okay, there is many many pictures
that we took in the cab! : P

but got alot of unglam ones...

fetish with legs

and...

my fetish with my hair

sissy took this

and this uber act cute picture...

and we finally reached the house!

yeah, red sports car!

still love those curtains...

okay, ate noodle

walked around the house...

cheers

stupid. no messages

one of the rooms...

OKAY, SOMETHING HAPPENED TO MY PICTURES

BLOGGER, YOU ARE SO UN-USERFRIENDLY

CRAP.

OKAY, back to the topic

snap and...

favorite shot!!

if i could spent one night there...

oh, and i got this really nice picture

taken by sissy

nice right :P

got into car

and head for soka center!!!

guess who i saw!

GERALYN AND ONE OF THE FLINT MEMBERS!

so after some chanting and catching up,

headed to second house...

in e car

for those that say my hair isnt brown!

and daddy-o drove around

trying to find the place....

still in tampines

and we reached!
its like i go there annually la.

mouth watering food!

omg, i love the lobster salad!!
ESPECIALLY THE MANGOS!

i love mangoooooooooos!

after food, i rotted at the tv area

and snapped this pic before jun sen siam away

hahahaha

why does everyone owns a psp

played cards, but still...

felt really bored

and look, the card stuck there

suddenly felt very...unhappy

anw, went home and got alot of ang paos...

oh, took a night view from the house

its directly beside dunman sec

night never fails to amaze me

okie dokie! end of chinese new year stuff

some random stuff..

remember us going to buy clothes for cny?

ate at some "hong kong char chang teng"

in bugis..

pretty mummy :P

ordered milk tea (yay, my favorite)
and it came so specially!

look!

hahhaa, and couldnt press the cup down

cos some ice will always be stuck at the bottom...
taste great nevertheless (:

happy chinese new year everyone :D

have a great day ahead!

P.S I HAVE NO SCHOOL ON THURS!

2009-01-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

TO MY BELOVED JERMAINE WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS 2 DAYS AFTER MINE:

I shall write you the " The Art Of Spam-Tagging for DUMMIES" OKAY!

hahahaaaaa

crap. i'm into the whole i-love-gays saga again

YAY. REUNION DINNER TMR! GOING TO SEE JIAKHEE'S GAY PARTNER
woohoo

2009-01-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

St nicks had the new year celebrations today
as usual, it was rather dry

there was mass, followed by performance
and the sec3s had to sit on the track?
while the sec4s get to sit on the specs stand
seriously...sec4s get almost all the piority in st nicks
and since we're moving to that remote holding site
i'm wondering if theres still any "specs stand" for the sec4s to be prioritize for.

ok, so the celebration ended
and 1unity didnt win the decor competition!
i was feeling rather depressed for them
and so for my class

and i suddenly had a mood-swing
we had lessons after the celebration!
great
uppersec = super no life
and the councillor meeting during recess was...depressing
and another council meeting after school

i got to know that the sec1s are released after the celebration
so that they can go back to their pri sch?
i totally forgot that i did that 2 years ago

ok, so after school, i went to bugis with mummy and sis
i saw this top in Fox that i really liked!
its like baggy and everything(:
then, went to bugis street
and obviously, it was super crowdly
its like i touch you, you touch me

seriously! how do those ppl manage to shop like that
anw, my final decision was this off-shoulder top
and the color is like natural brown?
hahahhaa, super nice

but i wont mind if i can get the top in Fox too!

ok. what a monotonous post

P.S my sis is watching crayon-shin-chin(la bi xiao xin) now?

-in a dilemma whether to go for flint5 reunion dinner or not

2009-01-20T19:27:00.003+08:00

came back from bishan lib
had the shock of my life! : D

ok la. not that exaggerated. but then, it was still a surprise

went to bishan lib and asked random ppl to see if they wanna study with me
and xenia say her parents dont allow lor.
so i called KO and benedict, since their sch is in bishan
and both say not free?
okay, was abit disappointed.
and asked more ppl, and everyone seem to be so busy =o

so, i was doing my homewk in bishan lib alone
for about an hour
and guess what?
BENEDICT POPPED OUT!

hahaha. he appeared la.
and he smsed to say he got something on, so totally unexpected : D
at least i didnt spend the last half and hour alone

okay, im so bad. but i think i really dont like my china buddy!
omg, i feel so uncomfortable beside her :O
she kept talking and talking during lesson
and i was trying to concentrate on math

okay, talking is rather okay la. but the thing i cannot torlerate is how she talks to me!!!!
she puts her face super nearrrrrrrrrr my face la!
its like i can feel saliva and her breath on the right side of my face...........

promised balthus(benedict) to not use the com today
so that i can concentrate on my super high pile of homework!
so...

ciao (:
nice day everyone!

2009-01-19T16:35:00.004+08:00

Just came back from hwa chong!
to attend some seminar on "making sense of Hitler's rise to powers"
and the speaker is Dr Malcolm Murfett. ok la.
Not too boring, but i saw the st nicks teacher beside Ms Tan dozing off
hahaha.

arrived at hwa chong with school bus and the air con is like broken down?
zzz la. i paid 1.70 bucks for the transport okay!
i rather take bus 74

anw, when sarah lau told me about the seminar during lesson today,
i was like "HUH? its today ar! OMG!"
haha. crappo

ok. many schools went! like scgs, raffles, cat high.
OH OH OH! i saw KO! as in kenneth ong.
as i settled down in the row of seats right below the cat high people,
i received a msg from KO asking if im in hc now.
then i was like, " OMG! must be he's here la!"
and i finally found where he was sitting. hahaha.

i think he saw the whole bunch of st nicks girls.

anw! the hwa chong auditorium was bustling with ppl.
mostly hc people themselves. and of cos schools that are invited (like mine! haha)
get to have seats but apparently there was this girl's school that came late or sth
then the MC announced, "Mr XXX wants all hc students to give up their seats"
hahahhaa. so funny. then i saw all the hc ppl standing up and walking out of the auditorium
and they came in later to sit at the aisle and steps

auditorium nearly filled

so i was taking down notes on the slides

and i dont think i really understand the whole content

i think i must read up more on hitler (:

oh, and the whole seminar was dragged for like half an hour?

the QnA part was super funny la!

there was this HC guy that went forward to ask the speaker

"do you hate the Nazis?"

and the audience was laughing. hahaha. HC ppl so weird.

and something even weirder happened can!

when i walk to the busstop after the thing, i passed by this row of classrooms

and there was like alot of boys standing at the railings on the second floor

and guess what they did?

that shouted "ZHA BOR" to the whole bunch of us!

ok, im not really sure if its directed at us, cos there're other ppl around

one word for them : retarded

ok la. enough about hwa chong

i woke at that a alarming 6.45am today!!!!!

i usually wake up at 6.15 for school

and 6.45 is the time i left the house for the bus

so you can imagine...

and the thing is, i wasnt late. my bus came the moment i rushed to the busstop

and the driver went really fast

hahahhaa. must thank gohonzon (:

and upon arriving in school, i just realized that the china ppl came!

for those of you who doesnt know, i went to Wuxi, china in june last year

for a immersion prog.

and apparently my buddy didnt come!

i thought i dont have to homestay them anymore...

because if i do, i'll have to buy stuff for them, bring them around, let her sleep in MY bed,

bring her to expensive restaurants (my china buddy brought me to eat 100bucks dumplings when i homestayed at her house) and bring her around to my relatives house for CNY!!!!!

thats super horrible. i mean, its recession now right?

why did they come at the wrong time

ok. but i still got a china girl allocated to me. 23 of us went to china, and 20 china girls went over to my school. and ppl like huiyi got no china buddy lor! so good.

anw, my china buddy is so...ego

she was sitting beside me for math,

and we were doing simultaneous equation and how it relates to the graph, point of intersection etc. and she was like

"wo zai chu yi yi jing xue guo le!" (i've already learnt this in sec one)

so i was staring at her

and i had to do one of the questions

and she like was telling me what to do for the next step etc?

its just weird.

and the scary part is, got one time she talk to me, she put her face like really close to mine

and i felt uncomfortable. its like i can hear her breath!

but i dont think she mean it la.

conclusion: i dont think i wanna sleep with her. omg. i'm not going to think about it..............

and i was constantly distracted by my chinese teacher's *****wear.

shes like wearing this tight pants and her *****wear is like...too tight for her?

its jus super distracting, cos you can actually see the elastic line of her *****wear at her butt area.

eh, im not a pervert hor. i sit at the front row, how can i not get distracted!

and for some reasons, her outfit is always very distracting.

that time she wore this skirt that has 2 layers, the outer one is a very thin one with designs

and the fan keep blowing...so the outer layer of her skirt keep flying up.

like...omg?

oh, last night, i saw a really bright star..

dont know if its really a star though, might be satellite or sth (:

and the star can be captured by my phone!!
so you can see how bright it was.

heres a brighter version of the picture if you're not
sure which is the star :D
see the star in between the 2 HDB?

ok la. and sister came back from her CNY
clothes shopping and she bought
me this snack...thats a japanese food?

the dark thing is red bean paste i think

so nice of her =]

one of the china students...

and yvette lye keep saying she prettier than me

cos i was taking photo with her

hahaha. wadever lor!

ok. lets end off this post with another picture of the seminar!

tadah

2009-01-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

Here i am, blogging again (:
so many things to pen down, since my last post was

about the cny dance which was wayyyy ago

Last perfomance

actually i already forgot what happened la!

but it went well i guess

oh, i made some really lot errors in

some part of the moves

and then time fliiieeeesssss and i'm gonna fast-foward to school reopening...

School reopens!
*sian*

and i spend every afternoon of week one

staying back for LD play for the CCA fair

so sacrificial :D

Oh, and on fri itself, which is the first day

of school, i went to oneUNITY and PSLed (peer support leader)

them for the whole day

and everyone is so shy and everything

and me being me, i tried to hype up the whole atmosphere

guess everyone was too shy and everything

LD rehearsal

the mpr1

it looks very artistic right!

and we practised our play there

actually, we didnt.

cos shuqing and the 'director' wasnt there

so, me, linjian and one of the twins

went to canteen for orange bowwl

so fun(:

random shot of canteen

with my lollipop

played around with depth

and i was bored enough to....

take picture of my hands!

haha

anw, i love the picture's depth

random shot number 2?

and besides eating our orange bowl

(actually i didnt buy. i asked for extra chopstick,

you get what i mean :P )
we camwhored like alot

and i post some..better looking ones

haha

i think its raeann

(she has a twin if you dont know)

and presenting to you....

yuenping with raeann/ roseann!

look at raeann

heh(:

and we're nt getting enough

of our camwhore!

so we acted cute...

and i tried the how those girls with

internet profile take pictures upwards

but as you can see, its far from chio

hahahahhaa

cheerios!

then raeann volunteered

to take picture of me and linjian

i was shocked by her gesture!

and this is how the picture turned out

with half of my face

i knew she was up to no good

hahaha, crappo =]

and finishing off the canteen saga

(:

and i thought of a jump-shot on the way back

to MPR1

ready....

and JUMP!

i forced linjian to take this actually :P

and as i take this, the track girls

are still training!

can't believe if i'm in sports

but, its not like i can be in it
haha

and finally, we reached MPR1

but instead of practising the play,

we took jump-shot pictures

and i mean alot...

haha, crazy LD girls (:

failed shot

and i tried again...

this time with a even weirder shot

dont ask me what i was doing :D

then mok joined in

and it was a nice one!

i was staring at it and dont you think
it looks like 'XH' ?

haha

my hand looks extra long!

i really like this one

i took this for raeann

rejoice! we're so crazyyyy

cant be cured(:

Simin's birthday

bought cake for her

and we shared it together =]

okay...now the exciting part!!!

SEC ONE ORIENTATION

i'm taking one unity, with the other councillors:

Eunice, Cheng Mei and Joey!

they're reaallly nice ppl to be with!!

and some of the unity girls are

so nice and friendly

i think they opened up alot, as compared

to the first day of school(:

day one of camp,

we brought 1u to the basketball court

where we played ice-breaker games

and created our class cheer(:

after that,

we prepare for our class item

and our class flag!

and we found some materials in drama studio

like crepe paper and markers

and our product!

so nice right...the effort of 1U (:

and one of the girls played
'river flows in you' on the piano!

i was so shocked that i screamed and

shocked everyone

hahahahha

eunice

and more eunice =]

then they decided to add leaf
to the design

still working

and when time is up and we're done
we proceeded to the forum to start

on the game "HEROES"

basically consisting of 11 game stations

around the school

it was reaaaaallly fun!

one of the stations:

memorising the letters
and piecing them together

and you know what?
because 1U rock so much, we're the first class to get

all the letters in the right place!

omg, the councillors and class

was so belated(:

it was then that we(the councillors) start taking a liking

to the class i guess!

another station....

cheng mei so cute!!

it was just pure fun
and then there's this really hard

station where they're supposed to do

something like this...

it's the called the game of trust

the class was splitted into 2

and the councillors helped to remove the chairs...

tadah!

ok, so after the whole game ended,

everyone was tired and everything

we brought them for their bath
and meanwhile, talked to them about the class item

HAHA, siao one lor
the sec ones bathe super fast can!

then i rushed to the canteen at around 5
cos im in the dinner comm and had
to help place the packet

of rice onto the tables respectively

and the guides helped us(:
haha, so nice of them

so after dinner, everyone was full
and we proceeded for the campfire!

huirou was in the skit for the campfire

she look so weird in fringe
lols

and for some reason, the mike is too soft or what,

we and the sec ones got bored

and played around with the torchlight

hahahaha. i think i freaked a pig with

the following picture...

min ting, drama-mama!

seriously, she should join LD
hahaha =]

and i look so retarded while she look

so scary

shot 1

3!

st nicks is really beautiful at night

aw, i'm falling in love

okay! so after the campfire, we proceeded

to the canteen for supper

in which they make "tang yuan" themselves

and eat them

and you know what? 1unity got second place for

"heroes" GAME! omgggg!!

yeah, we rock so much(:

after supper, we brought them to their classroom

where they take their sleeping bag and stuff
and

tucked them in bed at the hall

so, thats when the councillors get to bathe!
the water was freaking cold can!
it was like 12 plus already?

and after my bath, my hair was still wet

and those who know me well

should know that my hair takes 2 hours to dry!

*gasp*

okay, so i lie on my sleeping bag in the gymnasium

writing a letter for the class(:

its like pinned on the class board now...

anw, i slept at 2plus

seriously tired

and to make things even better,

i have to wake at 5.30 to open the class door

for the sec1s!

had breakfast with the sec ones

before i set off to MPR2 to have my face painted

for LD cca fair. gosh.

and throughout the day, i was performing

but on my mind was one UNITY,

i miss them already):

finally, they came to the MPR2 and i did

a pretty good job on my part =]

so after the ccafair, i washed off the disgusting face paint

and went to find my dear class at the hall!
we did a class cheer once before everyone is dismissed..

but lo and behold! my day hasnt end yet!

i took LRT for the first time and

rushed to senja soka center for FLINT outing

which lasted till 9pm?

so you can literally guess how tired i was

still, never regretted about the camp

i really really love one UNITY! <3

okay, then some day later

i went out with one of the sec ones (xenia)

after school to amk lib

piles of stationaries

stupid lor, xenia say i'm stupid and stuff

so rude

haha. and she's dam drama.

went to amkhub fairprice after that

to buy snacks for the class(:

many days later......

yup, i went back to 1u occasionally

to see them(:

and i was really surprised by this drawing..

it was like on the board for days already?
and the class managed to keep it

from being erased by the teachers

so nice right!

and some day later

i bought them marshmallows

so cute!

and biscuits :D

madelline like koped 4 of the biscuits?

hahhaahaa.

sec one madelline!
oh, she's a crazy aaron fan.

i mean the fahrenheit one

lols?

and she snapped this super unglam picture of me...

and eye for an eye!

i snapped back.

but mine was more unglam lor!

pfff.

okay. yesterday yesterday was LD audition
and i went there to see my sec ones

wanted to help them for the audition

but end up crazying with my seniors instead
hahahhahaha

supposedly jack and rose scene

in titanic
lols!

see that shocked look on her face
hahahhaa.

super edited
if only my complexion was that good!

with mok and jermaine

jermaine looks like my fren!

v. mok and her sec one (:

and i took pictures with my sec ones too!

like the super coco
which prefers eunice to me
*so hurt*

ok la. im not. but she can get real violent at times
hahahhaa. but she's really skinny.

coco, if you're reading this, eat more okay!
:D

i dont know how i managed to snap that...

with my sec one girl.
omg. my senior is really crazy (:
look at how she probes into the picture

hahahahahahaha.

v.mok and the crazy senior!

and here's a crazy shot...

screamo!

dam act-cute

ok, and we got really noisy

and v.mok decided to...*ahem*

errr, do some suggestive movements to the senior
and my senior got really excited

hahahhahahahahh

sec ones practising...

okay, so after the audition,

i went to cyber cafe with mok
and we got really crazzzzy!

i got to know sec ones from other classes

like sophia, stella and jermaine

look at sophia!

hahhahaa.

cant get enough

ok la. we kept dancing and dancing at the cyber cafe

fyi, this is the cyber cafe.
it has nothing cyber in it

either does it look like a cafe

but it's called so.

there's nothing you can do about it (:

so while we got crazy dancing along with blasting music,

mok played the piano!

never really knew she could play the piano (:

actually, mok took a vid of us dancing

but its too embarrassing to be posted
hahahhaa.

and we acted dramatic!

anw, i think sophia is really pretty!

and JERMAINE, i love you too! <3

although you were forced to

hahahhaa

anw, when its 6.45pm

mok and i went to the GRC at block 109

to help out for the meet-the-people session

there were 8 councillors, including me

and after the session, we all went to

the coffee shop to have our dinner!

it was around 9 plus

and hillary and sharon had to go

so 6 councillors,

you can imagine, sitting the in coffeeshop at 9plus pm

sharing 2 bowls of porridge, rojak and carrot cake

while doing their math homework

got home tiredly and slept.

Updates:

- lit was super boring on fri. i nearly fell asleep!

- i have 3 tests next week. great.

- i have a lit essay to complete by mon

- i needed a pink pen and blue pen. and i got them like finally(:

- i think i need to catch some sleep. this post took me 2 hours.

- why is my pinafore belt getting higher?

- oh, i love sec one UNITY (:

2009-01-14T23:20:00.001+08:00

school was fun(:
at least better than yesterday

update on weekend

P.S. 1unity was so sweeeeet! they prevented the teacher to erase the drawing of the councillors on the board in unison! i'm touched =]

2009-01-04T00:09:00.009+08:00

Super tired now!

came back from Chinatown

and almost fainted!

hahaha(:

Wednesday

first dance performance

i was very excited!

have been practising for so long

time to get it out!

so i went to HQ

and was immediately ushered to have

our makeup and hair done

hot pinks getting makeup done by the

'makup group'

and one of them was evangeline's mum!

haha. today was her birthday!

i was among the first few to get our

hair done before makeup

and this was the first hairstyle...

geralyn and me(:

i have no idea what i was trying to do

hahaha

there! thats the first hairstyle

combing all the hair to the side

and tie with some shiny stripe

i mean like that

haha, my face so fat

cindy getting her hair done
for the second time

me getting my hair done (:

everyone is so busy with their
own makeup and everything...

hahaha. brian look so happy

cheerios!

and we kept camwhoring....

and my mum came to find me!

hahaha

why does my face always look so fat in pictures

oh, it is so in real life -.-

dont we have resemblance!

and i'm taller than mum!

another shot

after my mum was gone, i went back

to the makeup room

xue e so pretty!

another fat-faced picture

oh, evangeline has full of expressions

in every pic(:

and when it was our turn

we rocked the whole ICA!

hahahhaa.

and went to marina bay with samantha

for countdown

the first food i ate in 2009 was cup corns

i bought along marina bay

oh, people kept staring at me

cos of my makeup -.-

and miraculously, i think i actually looked

nice in makeup!

woohoo!

but the sad thing is,

a few pimples pop out after the dance

most likely caused by the makeup

*sigh*

balls we did for cip!

so much memories(:

another shot with the city-scape

i think the balls are just reflecting light off

but its really spectacular

and the spot light turned blue!

then red...

and i went home super tiredly after that

samantha's dad was great

he gave me a ride home

and he said that when we rushed into ICA for

the dance, the whole hall 'youth' up!

yay(:

Saturday

this was the next performance!

its actually the main thing

cos the purpose of the whole dance

was for the chinatown lightup

and i wake up high and early

cos we need to have briefing for the flint outing

on 10 jan!

cant wait!

oh, i had a terrible stomache that day

becos i went to buy some "minced meat"noodle

at vivo foodcourt before going to syc

and the noodle was freaking sour!

but i finished the whole thing
and it was my breakfast

luckily sheral had this

"shang biao you" that made my tummy burning hot

after i applied, then i felt better

and also becos i chanted in my heart

i just cant missed the performance

i have been longing and training for so long!

hahaha. evan is full of expression again

and i look super retarded

whatever, go ahead and laugh!

and after i felt much better,

we set off to chinatown by bus!

it was so near to outram park mrt la
we went for a rehearsal at the stage

and i saw roseann!

she's performing also

but its a song

with evan's bro, benjamin somemore

after that, we lazed around and went

for dinner

hahaha. see that dinner box?

and my nose.......

another shot
and my hair was really bombastic...

but its not really clear in this pic...

yay! i love my brown hair

and the food wasnt really nice ):

my pants didnt had pocket

and jacob was reallly nice!

he helped my kept my hp in his jeans

we put our bags at some corner near the outram park mrt

and its looked after by SSA ppl (:

so nice of them

jacob

he look super weird with makeup

and we sang songs while waiting for our performance

and the public was like staring at us

haha

the performance was great!

my friend nigel went and he said

he saw me on the screen

hahaha, so paiseh

oh, and something really really embarassing

happened in one of the performances

we danced 3 times consecutively!

the first time was great

felt great to be able to perform again

then when we ran to another location

and do the dance almost instantly again

i felt like my arms aching

and that embarrassing thing happened
but it cant be seen by anyone la

so after the whole dance

we went back to where our bags

were kept

a night of tire and greatness(:

on the bus back to amk mrt

and that marks the end of dance performance

in chinatown!

i was so afraid to see the flasher again

while walking back home

ok!

digressing

i have another performance on sunday

for the FD general meeting

Random pics

hillary blowing her..*ahem* pinafore

its not what you see actually

daddy celebrated his birthday
long long ago

candles are beautiful things

me trying lin jian's pinafore

its size 34?

i wear size 38 pinafore

so you can basically imagine

i treid to poke fun at it actually(:

if you click the pic, you can actually

see an arrow where i indicated

where the belt is

just look at the proportion!

ok! so there you go!

pictures(:

P.S. i started on this post on saturday itself, which explains the beginning of the post

i love ssa (:

2009-01-03T01:07:00.006+08:00

SOORRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYY!

supposed to update with lots and lots of pics.
and they are all stuck in my phone now?
hahaha

anw! first day of school was fun + screwed
i was such a bad PSL for the sec ones!
cos we councillors had no idea what to do next and stuff
and some sec ones were lost while we lead them back to class!
*gasp*
ok...i'm so sorry!
but anw, the sec ones are not exactly unfriendly/super friendly
or maybe they have not opened up yet
the ice breakers games was reaaaalllly fun la!!
hahaha. we played 'international wars' which contains four grps, kungfu panda, red indians...and something something.

my form teacher is Ms lee ruo ning AND I LOVE HER!!!
i have a feeling she's gonna be great
she even wrote a cute letter for all of us to tell us how she spent her holiday...
and the most funny part is, she told us that she's a vegetarian and we can give her vegetarian chocolate or biscuits for teachers day!
hahhaha

too bad didnt spent alot of time with her as i was with my sec1 class most of the day.

ok! i will try not to post with no pictures
cos it looks like a whole bunch of text to me...

oh, we had councillor meeting and psl meeting after school today!
had lunch and recess with hsin inn and we chatted lots(:
during the psl meeting, ms gurong kind of give us a 'training' session, for psl
like, teaching us effective communication and stuff

haha. when she said her daughter had haters in school even when she doesnt know them,
ms gurong tell her that it might be cause by her stuck up face when she doesnt smile
haha. so true. totally reminded me of someone!
then the daughter was like telling ms gurong that its her fault to give her that face

opps. so wordy
sorry, gonna update like on mon or sth?
i have performance in chinatown later!
for the lightup ceremony
hahaha. crap, gonna put up with all the makeup and stuff again

gonna be supperrrrrrr busy with the FD general meeting on sun,
for the sec1s coming into FD
hahaha. and as a FLINT member, i need to help out!
OH, did i tell you i'm graduating from flint on that day too?
AND i'll officially become a student IC!
hooooray!!

hahaha. i doubt you even read till here
ok!
ciao

by the way, Happy 81st Birthday Ikeda Sensei!
went for the celebration/meeting just now at ICA after school's meeting
and saw the gold hair guy that some of us are crazy about?
he's super talented la
guitar and piano... super good looking somemore.
bonus: his name is reallly cute (:
i still remember i used to really really like guys that knows the guitar
and then after the guitar 'fetish', it was the nicholas 'fetish'
crap, i should stop having all these weird stuff
hahaha
but i dont mind a nicholas!
and to my nicholas friends out there, i'm not refering to you
boohooo.

ok, i'm so mean.

after the celebration, went to macs with Geralyn and her cute litte sis
and we had dinner tgt(:
haha, so fun
and theres this group of guys and girls...
they started like singing some oldies song
and i raised my eyebrown at them
one of the malay guys sitting with the ppl singing saw me giving them a doubious look
and he became super embarassed!
hahaha. so funnny

and Ghee Han was so niceeeeeee!
he gave 3 of us a ride back
and he taught roseann before. i mean the twins

ok, really ending.
i think you deserve a little price if you manage to read all the wayyyy down till here!
how about a.....flashy smile? (:

2009-01-01T03:50:00.002+08:00

DANCE WAS A SUCCESS!
we rocked the whole ICA!
hahahaha

details and pictures next time
oh by the way, the first bathe of the year 2009 took me 1.5hrs
is that a good sign?
omgggg.
the makeup so irritating la!
i washed my hair 4 times to get rid of the hair styling gel
and cleanse my face 5 times to get rid of the foundation

anw, happy new year!
marina bay's fireworks was splendid!
(:

2008-12-31T14:21:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2008.
and i'm accepting it with mixed feelings
i still remember how i wished 2008 will be a heartbreak-free year exactly a year ago
guess i was wrong

visited my friend's blog, and listened to never had a dream come true.
i was flooded with scenes of primary school days back then
i still remember i got to know the song through gladys
and we pledge to be each other's best friend.
hahaha.
good times

but as i grew older, new things come by
and even tho the song is in my ipod itself, i would always skip it
until now, listening to the whole song makes me feel so nostalgic
i know, i know that i could never turn back time
but theres still this small part of me that wish to go back and live those really silly and happy days
i dont wanna grow up
i wanna go to the beach forever with my family
and spent golden time together
i wanna come back from school happily and having not to worrying about anything but psle
i just wanna be me...

but i guess looking back is not how my life should be
it's going to be a new year!!!!
angie...wake up!!!
i know i really cant live like this anymore.
gotta change my life.
need to
and i really feel like hugging my pri sch friends now...

my life is so crazy i find it quite hard to accept it at times
last day of 2008
let all the painful things end, i have not laughed really happily for a long long time
i dont wanna cry alone anymore, its really scary
i will be strong, and i know that whatever happens, i have gohonzon with me

good luck angie

by the way, i'm performing at ICA (HQ) later!
and its going to be great.
just great.
thinking of it, i think its really meaningful, ending the year with performing for SSA
gonna be really really cheerful today, and maybe i should stop the song now.
haha.

2008-12-31T00:28:00.001+08:00

i saw a flasher on my way home.

can't describe how i'm feeling now

2008-12-29T17:01:00.003+08:00

even if you cant see the stars

its there

Breathing in the warm air is wonderful

i love how everything turns warm and golden when the sun is about to set

i love how i used to run around the HDB flat,chasing each other, playing badminton till we all sweat out and stuff

i love how i used to be so happy, not having to worry about so many things

and all i want now, is to lie in the middle of my long yearned paradise and breathe

Went to National skin center with mum

was a quiet way back

we both had so much in our minds

i just learnt that hong kong has no tax

super shocked.

i guess some things cant be depicted in black and white

he's no you

2008-12-28T19:04:00.002+08:00

And so i came back from the dance rehearsal
wasnt really fun
got our hot pink tshirt, mine could be bigger
i'm standing at the aisle
and i must limited my movements
cos i'll hit the audience

the toblerone choc was nice
it's really nice of them to give us chocolate for every dance rehearsal
haha
i saw simin at khatib, called her and she didnt pick up?

anw, we went through the whole dance twice, and thats all
gosh im so moody now
going for cca camp tmr
so lame, i have doctor's appointment tmr?
and tmr is my dad's birthday
he said that we no need to celebrate, cos waste money
i had no reaction to that

so, im gonna rush for school in the morning, then go for doctor's appointment,
and go back to sch the next day or sth
chatted with xue e while waiting for my bus to come after the dance
haha, we saw something and it was so funny
nice friend(:

i'm going to see a house later
cos, its 4 room and my mum is interested
gosh
congratulations if you manage to read till here

ciao(:
nice day everyone!

2008-12-27T23:56:00.002+08:00

WARNING: This is a ranting post and may contain vulgar. Dont you judge me.

WALAO! efffff the efffing thumb drive!
SUCK LA. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I LOST LIKE 100+ PLUS SONGS IN THE MIDDLE OF TRANSFERING
THE SONGS FROM THE THUMBDRIVE TO MY DESKTOP?

shit the thumbdrive man
nothing can describe my anger
NOTHING
and some of my pictures is GONE too!

i had to reformat my com, so i saved all my stuff in this effing thumbdrive
AND IT TOOK FREAKING LONG TO TRANSFER
i'm already pissed with the thumbdrive
and to think it decided to die on me even more

after my com is reformatted, I DUNO WHATS WRONG WITH THE FREAKING COM ALSO
I CANT DL ITUNES. *SCREAMS*
sth about the win32 application. wth is THAT?
f la.
tried a few times more
STILL CANNOT

then, i wanted to transfer back the songs from the thumbdrive to my com
AND 100+ PLUS SONGS GOT CORRUPTED
ITS A DAM TORTURING PROCESS CAN!
imagine the transfer box pop out, and i'm waiting for the the green bar to increase
and suddenly, this stupid effing window pop out and says " file y is corrupted, blah blah blah...error"
i was like !@#$%^&*(
then i thought it was only one song
so i clicked skip
then the same window pop out again and says that the next song is also corrupted!
walao..................................................
and it keeps happening and each time it happens
i'm closer to my boiling point

i was on the verge of breaking the damn thumbdrive into half!
NOW I HAVE TO FIND THE 100+ SONGS MYSELF LA
AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SONGS I HAVE LOST
AND I CANNOT SYNC MY IPOD ANYMORE!

ok i duno why but, as i typed, i cooled down a little
BUT STILL!
i'm going to hate the thumbdrive big time
actually, i already hated it to the core
ALL YOUR FAULT!
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SONGS!
YOU STUPID THUMBDRIVE!
STUPID PIECE OF ELECTRONIC!
ARGH

so sent me songs if you see me online!
you better do and i'll thank you big time man!

aiya, whatever
im still effing pissed

conclusion: THE THUMBDRIVE SUCKS

2008-12-26T22:11:00.004+08:00

Blink of an eye and Christmas is over! (:
haha
the classes are out!
and my class is....HOPE!

for some reason, im not really looking forward to my new class
oh, had a 'feast' on christmas eve with the usual suspects again
its like..i'll always be there for christmas, chinese new yr..or mother's day etc

sausages...salad...meat...
baked potatos.
Its super delicious! i'll marry whoever that can
bake this man!!!!
haha jk
but i really loved it..still wondering what
the spices are..

salmon...baked potato pie...spaghetti...

yeah. had fun i guess
and seriously, theres so many question marks
in my head when i was taught
how to play bridge
you can imagine the "huh?" look on my face

on christmas itself, went out
with family to watch "bedtime stories"
its DOWNRIGHT funnnny!
go watch!

for some reasons
i think my HDB actually look nice
hahaha

anyway, the movie is nice
but the whole atmosphere?
not really
my sis was like..talking on her phone and smsing
throughout the movie and stuff
so mum and i was kind of pissed
it's supposed to be a family outing!!!
aiya, she's always like that

today, went to kelly's house
to practise the dance
with super crazy people! (:
too bad, sheral wasnt here cos she got some illness!
unglam evangeline
haha

cindy so cute!!

in action

then, what caught my attention

was the view outside her house instead

she lives in the 13th floor
and when sunset is here,

it looks amazing

somebody take me to the skies!

*pretending to emo at a corner*

haha so lame.
and xue e was lame enough

to agree with me and take this picture

hahahaha (:

cant stop taking pictures!

i dont know why, but i prefer the one

below.

it looks...more friendly. hahaha.

most likely due to the lighting
cos its more warm

one last shot of the windows

simply beauty (:

and then, the sunset goes on
such contrast between the skies

and the sun's fading glow

shot 1

shot 2

and i prefer 2 so much more to 1

just being random
oh, thats my class tee

haha

hello you

ok! rather abrupt post

so....lets end off this post with a high and sexy note!

hahaha

i need to slim down

P.S my mum just limited me to my computer access!

2008-12-26T02:46:00.003+08:00

Was searching for my school webpage to see if the class relocations are out

and found this

click the screenshot

The most important introduction of my school on wiki, and its " SNGS is considered officially to be the 'sister' school of Cat High School"

lol? what kind of first impression is that

and to make things more fantastic, look at the date

P.S. my com is in a mess! why are the programme files on D: drive instead of C!

2008-12-24T14:24:00.003+08:00

I slept at 3am in the morning
and couldnt sleep furthur at 9am lor!
I kept turning myself left and right and upside down on the bed.
I couldnt afford to have panda eyes!! I have a gathering tonight.
woohoo (:

So, i wore a hoodie(cos its freaking cold) and went to my sis room.
Dont ask why, i just did. haha, so weird.
My sis sleeps on a single bed, so i squeeze onto the bed with her.

So long since we shared a bed!
and i covered myself fully with a blanket.
Then, something pop out of my mind.
" If, my parents come in right at the moment, and see this unidentified
object(me) on the bed with sis...what would they think!"
Hahaha. so funny. they would most probably thought its some guy or sth.

Then, i left my sis room and slept with my mum and dad.
haha.
And i managed to doze off~
Woke at 2pm.
And got a sms from bathus
"....dont sleep in too much on this cool morning"

whoops.

happy christmas eve everyone! (:

2008-12-22T02:17:00.006+08:00

Blogging bugs creeping up on me again!
haha, i went for so many things, but didnt
have the time to blog.

so yeah! i just came back from cip at Tampines Reg. Lib
and this time round, i didnt take the wrong bus!
haha, i even double checked with my mum once i got

on the bus, cos i was afraid that history will repeat itself(:

Teens expression!

this cip kind of sucked.

it was darn boring, out to cheat kids

haha. jk

we were like supposed to tear colorpaper into

small pieces and stick them on a drawing

so its like coloring the drawing, except with color paper.

Then, a few days later, went out with hsin inn again

Its like my whole holiday is bombarded by her

haha.

And we didnt went out to play okay!

It was a study date.

Date meaning, date, not dating.

and im proud to say, i've finished all my homework!

except chem. lol.

Oh, we went with my gor

and cat high friend came later

cos his seat was taken by 3 girls

haha.

we went to pizzahut for lunch.

presenting....

hsin inn's pizza

covered with all the cheese

she can find

Our coke arrived first.

Oh, we had student meal, so the coke is like..

small? But there's free refill. haha.

the meal is supposed to cost 6.90 mula

and in the end, we ate like 9+?

Well wisher (Toa Payoh Lib)

It was on the 20th. Oh, i woke up extra early

and my mum asked me to go to the market with her

i was like o.0

in the end, i still went

it has been like gazillion years since i step

into the market lah!

Nevertheless, there was quite alot of insteresting

sights and sounds.

the yun tao fu stall that my mum visited.

it was so squeezy!

and there's this crazy girl taking pictures in the market

cos she thinks its fascinating.

lol

so many fishballs!
yum.

and it was cool, even the stalls are in
christmas mood!
my house isnt even decorated

oh, the stall vendors know my mum
its like my mum is so familiarise
with everything in the market
haha.
i love my mum!

this uncle is like..scaling off the scales
of a fish?
and he looked into my camera!
haha

Final pic of market...
so many veggies!

when i saw that, it totally reminded me
of my geog lessons
all the hydroponics plantation
and wad land space...
omg. i dont wanna go to school.

arriving at toa paoh lib
i was shocked to find out
that there's like..a pasar malam
RIGHT infront of the lib!
Need-less to say
it was freaking noisy.

you see the red stall?
crazy one la!
they keep playing the oldie chinese new yr song
and it was stuck in my mind
cos my booth was right at the entrance.
so jialat.

oh, the librarian came like
so many times?
cos we were so noisy
hahaha.

there was this stall that sells cotton candy
and its right beside the red stall
and the cotton candy seduced me!

so in the end, i sneaked out with a
nanyang girl, also doing cip,
and we ate cotton candy outside the lib.
no one saw us
haha(:

this pic looks so wrong

the one in black was the one that eloped with me
to have an affair with the cotton candy
haha.
they're like deflating
the ball actually....

stayed till 6 plus, and went home tiredly.

the next day, which was a few hours ago
i went to have another cip with hsin inn and bertran.
hsin inn was like rotting...
think she sian diao.

OMG, a disgusting lizard jus made the sound again
one day....i will exterminate all of you!

e-notification nowadays is so boring
i rmbr doing it in march this year
and there were so many that signed up!!!
today, during the course of 6hrs
2 signed up. Great.

so the 3 of us were smacking flies
then, this lady came and ask bertran and me
to help her with packing of some books
gosh, it was utterly tiring.

our empty booth

even the lib is empty.

the packing of books was crazy!

at first, theres this whole stack of books in the shelve

and each book has a piece of paper

with dates slotted in

we're like..supposed to put those earlier than 1st dec

to one side

and arrange those later than 1st dec

by their dates on the shelve

these are the ones later than 1st dec

and there's more underneath!!

can you imagine constantly flipping the book to

find the piece of paper

and arrange all of them by dates???

so after like an hour

we arranged everything.

bertran says he likes to do the harder

things first, leave the easier ones to the last

haha.

these are the ones earlier than 1st dec,

supposedly the 'easier' task since

we just need to put them in huge bags

and tie it up

so after many rounds

of passing of books

and tidying of sacks
.

tadah!!!

actually, i didnt know what will

happen to these books

neither do i know why they even

want us to sort it out

bertran asked..and you know what???

they were going to DISCARD all the books

in the sack.

OMG!!!

there were quite a few books

that i saw and liked

like memoirs of geisha!

so wasted!!!!!!!!

there were like..125 books.

and when we finally finished our job

it was near 7 and hsin inn has to go.

there was like nothing to do la

then this lady ask us to cut the paper

and we did that for the rest of the hours

zz

oh, i had a craving for nasi lemak

like 40minutes after hsin inn left

cos i saw the staff eating

and it smelled super nice!!!

since i ate nothing for 5 hours

bertran and me had a break and

we went out of the lib

in search of nasi lemaks.

there was NONE!!!! i was so disappointed

i think the shop was already closed.

since its 8plus.

and so, i had nasi briyani instead

good thing was,

its quite tasty.

the bad thing was,

i chewed on CLOVE

the pungent flavor exploded in my mouth

and distroyed my appetite for the rest

of the briyani.

zzzz

so, the lesson for you is :

when you see a clove, take it away before consuming

or you can risk your taste buds

chewing on a clove.

(:

Random pictures

remember i went for sec1 orientation...

when i was walking home,

i saw this -

it looked so beautiful

if only the background was something plain

i think the branch will stand out even more.

oh, when i boarded the bus with my friend,

we met 2 senior councillors

and a white spider on my friend's blouse's collar.

it was freaky!

cos both of us freaked out.
i swepted it away and it landed on the ppl

sitting behind us

whoops. i think the guy saw it.

the sec1s this year look so cute
haha.

i cant wait for my dance this tues!
dont you think they look like a couple?

must be the pink shirt. haha.

ok, im off to sleep!

byebye(:

2008-12-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I think my life is pretty crazy.
So how long will this craziness last?

I have no idea.

2008-12-18T13:55:00.004+08:00

IM SO EXCITED!!!!!

Just came back from councillor briefing/meeting for the sec1 orientation.
Nostalgia! Reminds me when i was blur and everything, stepping into st nicks
and the councillor say what st nicks very nice and lots of love lor (quite true, but not 100%)
until i realise that it...ok, i shouldnt say it here.

later some going-to-be-my-sch's-sec1 pass by my blog and realise that...
haha. anyway, im going to facilitate the whole orientation, including the camp etc!
which actually = no classes for first few days.
haha.

cant wait to see the sec1s!
there's gonna be ice breaker, and the camp and everything
tmr is gonna be tiring and fun
haha.
actually, i dont even know why i feel so excited.
maybe its because of the huge contrast to how i was feeling these few days

OH! dance was really fun.
although my muscles are aching quite madly now, i still do have a sense of fufillment
gonna put up a great performance for CNY, and for SSA. Part of kosen-rufu!

and our instructor is humorous. quite. haha. he's not really a instructor, more
like someone that can dance really well and he's teaching us the steps he choreographed.

anw, i feel so hungry now!
it was crazy, i sleep for 6hours, unknowing what time im supposed to go for todays meeting
haha. so retarded.

ciao (:

2008-12-15T00:32:00.004+08:00

A conversation not long ago

i was at cip with hsin inn at bishan
and we were in the washroom.

Me: "Hurry leh. why you so slow one"
Hsin Inn (In the cubicle): "You wait la"
Me: "Hurry hurry hurry"

Then, a rather old lady came out from a cubicle
and walked to the washing basin, where i was standing.

Lady(In impeccable english): "Girl, must have patience....."
Me: *stared at her*
Me: " er..ok..."
Lady: " I noticed that you have cheek blush. Do you have makeup on?"
Me: *Laughs* "No la. i have acne problem. Which is my my cheeks are slightly red"
Lady: "Well, i can't see the ance at all. It looks more like blush"
Me : *raise an eyebrow*
Lady: " You know what. When i was young, i used to have acne problem too. Just repeat to yourself 'ance will be gone' before you sleep. It helps!"
Me: "Haha. Ok. Thanks."

lol. I might try that tonight.

2008-12-14T00:30:00.009+08:00

I hereby announce that

my house is infested with

lots and lots of

lizards

and

mosquitoes

2008-12-13T05:02:00.006+08:00

ouch. my eyes hurts

cos i cried again

SERIOUSLY! a walk to remember will never be a bore

even tho its the third time im watching

and even tho i know what the ending is

its still tear jerking

Shane West: I might kiss you

Mandy Moore: I might be bad at it

Shane West: Thats not possible

and he kissed her

seriously, this movie is classic

i dont think i will get bored of it

haha

you really should watch!

i think they should include this movie in the book

"100 movies to see before you die"

wait. is it already inside?

anyway, spoilers alert!

so if you're gonna watch the movie (its on youtube)

dun read the following (:

im still very touched by everything that shane has done la!

its like, i dont think i have a thing for leonardo anymore

introducing my new found idol....SHANE WEST!

he is totally Edward Cullen

and he looks like what i imagined edward to

be when i read the book!

but the sad thing is, Shane west is now 30+ alrdy

OMG SO WASTED!!!!!

he has the skin, the eyes, the lips

EVERYTHING!!!!

OMG I HEART SHANE WEST!

ok i think im going abit out of control.....

anw, to the spoiler part

(so dont read if you have not watched)

im so touched by everything he has done for jamie (mandy)!

i can BET none of you guys reading this right now

will be even half as good as him!

Reasons:

1. He built her a telescope (he's a rebel at the start)

2. He stole her first kiss! (screams!)

3. He did not abandon her even tho she had cancer (i bet most will run away)

4. He abandoned his friends to protect her

5. He learnt dancing for her

6. He's super caring!!!!

7. He changed and had faith, all because of her!

8. He fufilled her wishes:

to be at 2 place in the same time, pasted tattoo at her back (i love this part), and a miracle

9. He married her despite her illness

10. He got into medical school, because thats what Jamie wanted to

11. He was her miracle

12. He broke his promise and fell in love with her

13. He's more shuai than all the guys i know

He is so devoted!

anw, its a movie after all

but i must say, Nicholas Spark is truly a genius (:

P.S. shane west officially replaced leonardo dicaprio!

P.P.S. I found some pretty nice songs!

P.P.P.S. I'm hungry

2008-12-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

The night falls

Bring forth life

The guitar

The stars

The pace

and the uncertainty

So much

thoughts can take

surrounds, then, to the dark

occupy again

and so stops the music

2008-12-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

tell me why im feeling like this