Saturday, January 29, 2011
Tonight I swear I'm feeling mehancholic. There are times when I want life to resume as per normal so badly, such as waking up in the morn, go to school and be back home and sleep in my orangey room(which had been rented out recently). Seeing all my schoolmates in their new jc kinda thug my heartstrings.
I feel...unhappy. I miss my mum so much I wish I can fly to Hong Kong now and just... just look at her. Coming to singapore may not be the best decision but it gave me these experiences, good or unpleasant, that culminated in a gallimaufry of feelings and persectives I have towards so many things in life. Like, I look at the city landscape at our humble marina bay and I dream of working in newyork one day(highly impossible I know). I think about brisk walking down times square in my trench coat holding a cup of latte in my hand and sipping it occasionally. Thats like the epitome of a chic biz woman imho.
Oh, I want love.
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